無名無姓、無牽無掛

Just have a dream when my recently deceased uncle speaks to me. My first reaction is frightened, no exception there. But when that passed, a deeper thought reveals that it is the Voice from the Other side speaking to me.

Friends have helped interpret the dream for me and it shows how Death can be a transcendent function – when they told me that I am in fact Death-friendly!!! Not easy to accept indeed but when one has a dream that points to the song Music of the Night not too long ago, don’t think I can really say that it is not mine.

I have been pondering since what that dream means, and how such consciousness would lead to a greater awakening. I came up with the Chinese title yesterday and I think it sums it up really well. To live like this in this earthly realm can be such an awakening. I am trying to deepen into this state of consciousness.

And your body surely would chime along. Not to mention having this torturing migraine for the last few days when the Chinese doctor told me that it is emotions related. Boy should I be surprised or not?!

The last two weeks I have been struggling if I should start looking for a job to earn some income. Of course the mind and body is not cooperating! Talking with my roommate really helps and she helps me to settle out with the idea that I can still work a fulltime job but then spend my after work hours exploring the Hospice Work which the dream indicates is my line of “work”. That sounded like a good idea and the chattering mind conflict finally seemed to settle out a bit.

And when that happens I got a call from an agency for two possible job openings. Isn’t this nice?